How old are you?
20 ish

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[x] You own a credit card
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You've done your own laundry
[x] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[ ] You think politics are interesting
TOTAL SO FAR: 7

[ ] You show up for school late a lot
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket
[x] You've never gotten a detention
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 13


[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[x] You can mow the lawn
[x] You study even when you don't have to
[x] You have hand washed a car before

TOTAL SO FAR: 19

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know your usual
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quickly

TOTAL SO FAR: 23


[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day (hee hee hee)
[x] You make your bed in the morning

TOTAL AGE: 27
Hm.... okay? And this means apparently I'm 7 years older than what I should be..

Sorry about prior rant. Was in a mood...now kinda not. I drew a pretty sweet picture of my dragon boy last night, read a book and listened to music into the weeeeee hours of the night. When I get a scanner I'm going to load i up because I'm really proud of it. And soon images of my steampunk guns will be online as well. After I put a finish on them to keep them the way they should be. Now to name them....*ponders* I can't wait to get my outfit together.

Quote: I never thought it'd end this way. I'm going out with a bang *grabs explosive devices* Think this is enough?

well sorta holiday spirited. I got a guitar and I can't wait to finally play it. I've always wanted to play and once I learn how I can play electric guitar and then play electric bass...I love low tuned instruments. I played the trombone in band and I miss the melancholic tone of it. But regardless. I was super uber happy about it and was haning with my mom and her friend when someone told me distubing news. News that made me realize that the friends I trusted so long ago aren't so trusted.

I've been at college for almost 2 years now and the former group I was a part of has been breaking ever so slowly. I was told high school friends were supposed to be the best ones you ever had. But at the moment the friends I've only known for almost two years seem more trustworthy. I didn't go to the party because I just couldn't do it. I can only hope for so long that things will go back to the way they were. I'm done crying for the people I cared about, I'm done taking blame. But there is a part of my mind that is telling me I'm a liar...that I do want to care about them, that I am sad to leave the group and be done with them. And I will say that I do wish it but no one changes unless they want to and apparently growing up isn't for them. So I'm moving on like they did to me so long ago.

So my day was kinda crushed.... I've been watching Dean Martin show reveling in the old humor and loving understanding it, drawing a picture of Ishin, and wondering where I am heading in life. I think back into the morning- it was 7:30 and there was snow on the ground, my puppy yowling because he wasn't sure what was going on and me 20 running into my mom's room saying it was snowing, the first snow at the new house, the dog was unsure what was going on and its really pretty out. Just like a kid I ran out to catch a snow flake on my tongue before staring out into the silent white wonderland and wondering what the day would hold for me before I went back to bed.... I didn't know that it would end up me wishing that day coulda started over.

I hate thinking when I'm trying to be happy

So I'm bored and Christmas is coming up surprisingly quick...especially with homework, finals and what not comes up.

1. Chain mail supplies...mostly rings so I can finish projects and finish presents in hopes of making money off of them.

2.Art of Characters... Rivet is quickly becoming a favorite character of mine... mostly her ability to do the things I will never be able to, and being who she is and what not. Love is till given to my OC's Krym, Ishin, Kale, and Todachi so I'd love to see them arted up as well.

3.Books- The Fallen Trilogy a friend from home got me interested in [link] All three are very good....but all in all I just love books.... *looks at stack behind her chair at college dorm* [link] cause he's awesome,

4. Soundtracks... I'm questing for the Gears of War soundtracks.... since I liked the books and games both.

5. Movies and anime. I'm trying to get Saiyuki, DNAngel, and more Mayazaki films... (My Neighbor Totoro mostly) and tons I can't even think about remembering at the moment...

6. Cosplay stuff... I wish I could have more time and money to make them but they are in my mind and in the works. Armor is loved, so are swords and what not mostly because I'm crazy... like usual. [link] How can you not be in awe of stuff like this.

This is just a theoretical Christmas list...in actuality I don't need any of these, as per usual I always wish of crazy outlandish things. Anywho. bye

So I spent the day putzing around, working on my art history paper thats due the 16 and should soon be working on my powerpoint due the 18th but I'll get to that eventually. I spent most of the day with either music, Teen Titans or a movie in the background. I finished a book, read up to the Romans for my test tomorrow in Art History and read over my lines for Acting.

I did, on a happier non-homework note, drew my costume/outfit that I want to make for any sort of steam-punk outing or the Ren Fest next year. Some friends said that I should go with them as a crew on a ship. I would either be the cabin kid or a tech support person. And I was giddy about the idea. I could technically dress up as Rivet-albiet long black hair, a white streak, being sorta skinny, the piercings and her ears. So I drew up a concept for myself and I really like it. I'm going to color it in a way that I've seen Ngila Dickinson does for LOTR, and Last Samurai. SO that will be up sooner or later I'm not sure which.

Later world